I find myself a bit shy of owning up to the blessings in my life, and this all comes to me, I guess, in a sort of ” Run’s House or Bernie Mac Show, end of show recap” sort of way. I just spent the last 15 minutes on the porch with my brother, who is someone that respect deeply, something I don’t find in many people, the extreme version that is. He has found what he feels he is passionate about and is pursuing it no matter the cost and no matter what he has to cut from his life, even if it means cutting something that he loves in that pursuit. I have a best friend that is a happily married husband and at the same time an amazing father, something that even though I say I don’t want at the moment, I find intensely endearing and myself insanely desirous of, but he deserves it, all of it. Another amazing friend of mine is, daily, realizing his dreams as they come to fruition through hard work as a journalist in New York City. Another friend that is in W.D.C. One day enjoying himself and the next hating it all, all the while not giving up. New friends, my collective family here in Milledgeville, that remind me daily what true friendship looks like even when you don’t see eye to eye on very much at all except ALL deserve love, ALL, as long as you are willing to take some shit for stupidity. A family that, even at the beginning of my 26 year of life, still accept that I am just now discovering what I want to do with, the same age at which my father was proposing to my mother, only 3 years before they had their first born son, me. Countless other that if took the time to name, I’m sorry I won’t, have made me what I am, the good the mediocre and the bad…me. Finally I have a God that I whole heartedly believe in, not quite as much as the religion that man has based around Him, Who is my Savior Friend Lord and Love,and I honestly am ok with those of you that don’t agree with my beliefs, I mean that sincerely. This is just the night that these things all came to a head I wanted to let those that should know, and I guess that have tumblr, how thankful I am for what you are to me and have given to me. I know this may be a bit much for this site and I promise it won’t happen often, if ever again, but truth need be known, and this is nothing more than that to me. Goodnight all who read this far, come by the coffee shop tomorrow please, I’d love to see any and all.