an emotional post

i choose to be in harmony(agree), i desire deeply(wish) that emotions were no longer single word expressionsless sounding terms, rather lush dicriptives, but more than just emotions. i am presently experiencing what it is like to be depleted while at the same time mentally satisfied with this sort of metaphorical Sunday dinner that i am eating(same as saying today I’m tired but I’m happy). it’s ammusingly arresting(interesting) to think that we actually have a deeply pleasing(beautiful) language at our daily dissposal but we revert to the purposeful ommitance(exclusion) of that which would cause us to take more than one breath to finish a sentence; so hastily done(quickly); so occidental. we also are a interestingly delightful(funny) grouping of individuals as we associate those with the practiced ability(capacity) to breath twice in a sentence, while steadfastly  continuing(maintaining) the same steady flow(pace) of speach along with the rest of us, with that gift of artistic poetry.

as a musician i assume that i am to take pleasure in such a dissposition but in all truth what if eloquence were merely daily normality? but then would that which has made me different be dissolved…..maybe I shouldn’t post this…..it’ll expose my inability to use the English language with a proper treatment….but whatever… who cares right?…..this wasn’t about being completely correct it was about indulging in eloquence but then again what is the one without the other….in this case maybe still no more than the waste which i was running from to begin with….wait….what? :)